im not a perfect person,
as many things I wish I didn't do,
but I continue learning,
i never meant to do those things to you,
and so I have to say before I go,
that I just want you to know.

ive found a reason for me,
to change who I used to be,
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you.

im sorry that i hurt you,
its something I must live with everyday,
and all the pain I put you through,
i wish that I could take it all away,
and be the one who catches all your tears,
thats why I need you to hear.

cherie-->hehex kk la...but muz pay attention liao la...cannot always play play , talk talk n slp in class liao whahha..at least muz pay attention sometime..hehez ''N'' level coming liao muz work more harder liao..whahah anyway hope u doing fine with ur boy kk...so tt next time no need to hear u complained abt u n him liao whahah....hehex kk la don write too much abt u liao ltr u kill mi sia...*muackz* luv ya

hehex...i'm here again..whahah todae after sch hehex going to causeway with n5...mi,lindy,yingjie,yiling huixian n plus tat karen neo whahah go there eat seoul garden sia...whahah at there we all like hungry ghost like tt... can? like mani yrs never eat liao once reached there juz cant wait to sit down n eat...hehex so excitied sia..hehez guess wat i saw my ex-frenz LIM YInliNg over there too whahah so happi sia...long time no see her le...*muackz* luv her sia...hehex then we carry on ur eating sesion le..one sort take as mani food as we can...haha ltr ate finish we go tk again n again...hehex then when i tk full plate of chicken meat cum they all kanna shock keep laughing n laughing wonder wat wrong with tat hahah then i joined in n laugh can sae almost all the ppl there turn n looked at us sia so ''paiseh''whaha after tt we continued eating desert haha yiling was the one who feel full le n cant eat anymore onli left mi, yingjie n karen keep eating n eating..haha then i n lindy stil go tk ice-cream sia..mi eat up two bowl of ice-cream...delicious mann...haha then i n lindy go tk others desert again...ltr when we finish eatinf whahah one by one when to ladies le....whahah first xian n yilng ltr karen turned... sae cannot stand it le wanna put bomb out le whahah...

after tat when we r on our way hm...mi jie n lindy went to bangkit to tk the photo first but wat the...jie left her card folder at the bus960...*lolx*omG n we had to accompany her tk another ride all the way to mariana there interchange to find her card folder... lucky her card folder stil at the 960bus we take n all her money stil inside it. sia..hehex then by all mean we tk 960 all the way back to bangkit again tis time round jie was more careful of her own belonging le whahah...sitting fer an hour ride at last reach bangkit n get our family photo le..whahha..yeah!!!at last sia....when reach hm felt so tired sia....now stil writting my blog..keke got to do other stuf le..whahah hope u guys hav a nice days..*muackz* luv ya n7.....
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whahah now at school short break using the com agian...whaha agian todae one period of chinese lesson cindy , emily n i hide inside the cabinet again skipping the chinese lesson whaha...damn todae math lesson the cherie so the playful....keep throwing the piece of paper at mi then i trow back then we at the lesson there playing agian...see la she hor don wan let mi pay attention in class sia...always muz entertain her wan...hehex now rushing of time to write tis blog sia hahah as the bell going to ring n the teacher keep nagging at us calling us to log off now....whahah

whahah..yeah...again...mi noe how to load song inside le..yeah...whahah i'm over the moon now sia....whahaha hehex so happi keke n i noe how to make the words below myself le...whahah check it out...=)hmmm soon mi gonna change blogskins too le whahah

strange fear I ain't felt for years
when u r coming and i'm close to tears
trying to block you from my mind
skipping school, go walk for air
i juz had to get out of bed
i'm on overload in my head

Life is a dream, time does come true
And in my sleep i think of you
Feather bed by myself
Basically probability
says that fate's come side with me
It's been so long on my shelf.

[*=bewildered^lau=*]

[yingjie] whhaha u r welcum gal...haha so glad u also noe how to do tis blog le..hehex yeah...next time we can publish a site fer n7 le ya whahah...n now if i donno how to do any sturf of it haha u can lend mi a hand le whaha...keke *muacKz* luv ya..hehex=)

whahah...now using com in sch during our recess time sia...haha like mani yrs never use com like tt...onces the com lab open...lindy,ying jie n I quickly rush in n occupied the com sia whahah....todae lesson is stil damn bored...haha never pay attention in class sia...always tok to tat cherie...then keep singing song..whaha...yeah...so happi tml gonna go eat seoul garden le at last gt a chance to eat le whahah...keke mi gt to surf other sturf le...*lolx*

From the day that i met you
I knew that we would pursuE
cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it's been, what
We went through
Although we're had our
little ups and downs
we've still pulled through

iF yoU were to gO, i don't know
You're the only onE who
Sweeps me off my fEet
Makes my soUl gO weaK
The only one who makes
My heart wanna beat

FeelinG you from the inside
When you're not by my side
You're the only girl
that's on my mind
I never knew a love like this,
a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
It could never be wrong
cause you're my,my sweet love

*(-.-)whaha tis sonG is niCe...meaninGful sia=) haha buT mi edited it le..nt the original piece of sonG...*
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whahah juz reach hm niax..hehex out of shower n start surfing online le..hehex using my sis com..whahah todae huh hmmm wat can i tok abt lei...hehex we went to toa payoh seniors citizen care there whahah communicating with those old ppl there n hlp them up..hehex ok la quite fun lor..whahah somemore some old ppl stil noe how to play majong sia n we juz stand there n watch them play...lrt i hlp out an middle-age ladies who gt a stroke...hiax so pity sia..n she tel mi her sorry keep saying so sad sia...hmmm i almost cry out sia whahah...realli pity niax...then i wonder when we grow old wil we be like them if yes wat to do?can we keep going?or we wil juz give up???hmmm whahah...
oya..keke i'm so proud of myself sia...hehex finally noe how to make the chatterbox le...whahah mi juz hlp lindy n yingjie do their chatterbox at f&n lesson n yiling wan during recess time at library lab sia...whahah...keke now i'm analaysis how to load the pic of our own in le..keke...yeah..kEEp going!!! whahaha

haha now updating my blog at f&n lesson damn juz now being closed down tis site by the fucking teacher..."ah phua"...haha now she gone away awhile so i now faster updating my blog...whahah with ying jie n lindy sitting beside mi...hehex instead of doing our decision making we cum here n update our blog sia...damn naughty huh..hehex lucky the ah phua stil toking to one of the student keke...use tis time to surf the net now if nt ltr cannot surf le...whahah

we used to be close
but didn't appreciate it
we used to be best friends
but never really cared
I let you into my soul
didn't know you couldn't be trusted
It took me so long to forget
all the thing we shared

And now you want me back again
after my heartache and suffering
I was your fool
But that's all in the past
so sorry babE,but u had your chance

todae lesson was as usual damn bored...n the times passed so slow sia...spend my day doing nothing at sch sia...whaha after recess time which is chinese lesson hehex i skipped class sia...haha with lindy,emily,cindy n qien'....damn fun sia...we close the door n stay in class doing nothing but juz escape from the one period of chinese lesson whahah then i n lindy had to hide under the teacher's table when we heard footstep coming up...haha then emily n cindy quickly hide inside the big big cupbord...lucky never kanna caught sia...after chinese lesson..haix its math lesson again...i sunddenly dozed off sia...whaha then the liu man kan keep calling mi to wake up sia...hehex...whahaha but i realli too tired but juz turned a deaf ear n continue sleeping....i almost slept fer three period sia until f&n lesson then wake up..hehez...then f&n lesson also doing nothing...the cherie juz keep on talk back to the "pauh" making her so fed up sia...tis is how i pass my time fer todae...
once i reach hm haha guess wat i do...now need to hlp lindy find her blogskin le... kao...damn my brother set password fer his com le sobz sobz i cant use his com any more le...now i had to use my sis laptop damn...kao somemore all my stuf were save in his com..err!!! how??? wat the...so now gt mani thing i cant do le...all my pic were also in his com....err!!!

See,I spend so many sleepless nights
trying to block you from my mind
I was so convinced
I'd die without you once upon a time
Now my eyes are open and i can see
you were devious and shady
only trifling with me


where were you when i needed you most
would've done anything to hold you close
would've given the world
to be back in your arms
But you left me so torn apart

whahah...hehex so happy=)at last gt my blogskins liao...haha need to thank my buddies cherie yang..keke *muackx* thank u..hehex...hmmm todae stil so tired sia..haha lucky tat cherie yang huijin keep on talking to mi if nt i sure fall alseep in school liao...whahaha...hmmm todae after sch stil gt our 2.4km run kao tt cherie so gd sia run hm from pE lesson haha stil tel mi hlp her lie to teacher bad sia...haha lucky she never cum sia todae run until siao..mi run until half wan damn my stomach cramp then cannot run liao...bt lucky never fail sia if nt stil muz run agian...hohoh

wat the....ltr after the run went back hm n hlp n7 develop our families pic..damn sia...when i walked hm the man suddenly called sae the photo could nt be wash told mi need to tk back again...as i was lazy so i told him tml then get it back agian...omG it wasted my time going there sia...tml stil need to go n tk back sia..err!!!!kk tired le tts all fer todae...whahah

oh...yesterdae was our final sport hit...our boys reali run fast...they came in 1st *claps* when came to 4x100m relay run our girls walked over as there was nt enough ppl to run....but when it came to 8x200m relay which girls+boys form 8ppl n competed wif others class....actualli our class can win hiax coz of the stupid teacher sae tt our boys cant joined in le as they participated in to mani events le damn we had no choice but to change the runner so we lose to other classes le hiax..keke but nvm we had already try our best fer the run ya...hehex...after the run...i went out with N3 to town n slack...so boring sia so we decided to catch a movie at Cineleisure. actualli wanted to watch Dawn of the Death but haha mY n3 haven reach 16..whahah so we watched In the mirror...omG i regreted watching it sia...it's damn borinG...n nt scary at all...i almost fall asleep there...n the showed was quite long which make mi more irritated. finally the show ended whaha n3 looked so restless...wanted to cheer them up ERr!!! but hey nor matter wat i do they looked blur blur at mi like wanted to faint liao..aiyoyo think they all r too tired liao le hope they hav enough rest..ya whahah

haha...stil the old same day...hmmm todae we get our own class t-shirt le...yeah!!!! at last..kk la nt bad quite nicE sia...bUt aiyo some of our class boyS so pickY sae cannot wear nt fix la all sort of thing n make my friend cry sia...haha don mention her name..hehex...shhh...buT anyway is nt her fault lor...realli she is so nice mamn...n yet the boys make her cry...damn..haha noe wat when i was on my way hm with N7 haha it rain so heavy n i need to call my dad up pleasing him to get us an umberalla..haha lucky sia...they came my hse n we start surfing liao..tats wat we always do la..now they r stil at my hse decoration our class t-shirt wahahah...wat the.... tml is our final sport hit sia...stil need to perform lalal somemore maybe stil need to run hmmm wonder wat if i slip n fall ... sure make fun of myself wan..err!!!!haha nvm la...run fer our class mah...haha tml see how then update agian..in the mean time i wil go back n join my N7 decoration the t-shirt le...hehex...=)

aiyo..again mi stil donno how to use tis blog... damn
mi stil cant upload my blog skin...*scream*..."HLP!!! who can hlp mi do it..
err!!!" fed up with it...niax todae damn boring almost fall asleep in class sia...haha but after recess
when our Geo lesson start..mi start to tok again as usual with the gal name cherie yang sitting beside mi..whaha..but damn suai sia..when we were toking happily liao tat lu han geo teacher caught us n punish us to sit on the floor sia...damn xia shui..hhohoho lalal then ltr he call us back to sit we act blur saying "huh?" whaha think he gt mad n tel us "NVM CONTINUE SITTING ON THE FLOOR FIRST" lolx...damn funni coz of his action....the second time he call us back agian we then tk our time slowly walk to our sit haha can see he realli cannot stand us le...hohoho then ltr tel us to work don be lazy hahah then our class tok back to him sae "u also lazy wat" let mi eat humble pie whaha hmmm kk la think stop here todae not so much to update yet keke=)

give mi a whisper, give me a sigh
give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't u take it so hard now,
and please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you,
and the times we had...babe

wat the...mi almost spending half a day creating tis blog during my lesson time sia..aiyoyoy stil muz seek advise from my lao gong YILING sia...haha so paiseh...doing n edited all sort of thing until mi fed up haha...haha then teacher find out shout at our class loudly..."NO FRIENDSTER NO BLOG NO NTHING" haha we igorned it and guess wat the teacher hack our com whahah then cannot surf our stuf le...haha my first time using tis blog so nt use to it haha warming up try try first kk...when i get use to it wil write n update more sia...n mi wil no need to seek advise frm chong yiling again...herr......