lately, i found out several thing i should not know. i'm tired to take care of every little single thing...
Same old thing happens,
You get me going,
And you just leave me there to take care of myself
If you think it's possible then anything is possible
But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong
sometime ppl just take thing for granted. however i hope i'm not to late to know that who is stil worth being close with. limyinling, upon seeing wat u wrote to me. i'm really touch to tear. u wrote....

Lauren,

I also neglected you, when we were separated during our secondary school days. You had your own friends, i had my own friends. Both of us seldom stay in contact. Remember back in 2002? We saw each other at Raffles Place for the Energy gathering? Damn shock to see you there. We stayed in contact for a period, after that, both of us went missing again. Whenever, i talk bus pass by your place, i will take a look at your house window. :x see open or close. see you at home anot. wondering what you're doing. haha. but, you already move place without me knowing! -_ -" After a few days, both of us stay in contact again. I feel like the primary school days are back again. I miss those days, my dear. Those days when we skipped classes together, hide in the choir/band room during recess or even after school, teasing each other about who like you, you like who. hahaha. remember the day after we got our PSLE results? I cried for so damn long because of my dumb results after that, we went to Yi Xun's house cause we dont want to go home.

And and and, I'm super touched that you left a testimonial for me the other day, saying that you can't wait to celebrate our friendship anniversary. After your exams, we go club tgt ok? =P

You'll always be in my precious list. (:

when i saw this, i was surprised. i din expected anything like this. hmm maybe i also did neglected ya after we were separated. but during wsss i don feel good. i do miss your. and i tho of transferring. but when i transferred during the 2yr, thing just don go how i wished it shld be. u noe tat. however frenz do come and go. it seem tat when time flies it make our distance grow apart. and when i saw ya in zss i don noe how to react. i guess sometime i din even go and said hi to u when u were with ya frenz. cause i just feel weird tat why when i moved i don even know shld i tell u anot at tat point of time. and when we started to contact back. i'm afraid of getting close to u. i don know where or how to start. it hurt. and yes every time when i go out i still will take a glance at ur hse block.and it just bring me back our memories. till now we still can talk abt our pri sch life. cause it is something tat we had all gone thru and make us tgt. the joys, the tears, loves. and yes i still miss those time when we also pon classes and go to canteen brought the lemon chicken. u know. i always brought alot. haa and there we go and meet the stupid 6a9 guys haa. u and him and i am.... stil rmb one day when we attending chinese lesson and they came our class? throwing letter in and out. haa and mr lee caught us. but lay peng said tat was her brother wanna to take pocket money. haa and mr lee believed. the worst part was we sneaked out of class again and he shouted at us. haa we stil lie to him tat cause laypeng's brother need hlp we all got to hlp and quickly we ran out of class dating. and memory just brought our bond back again. i'm so grateful that i have u , my precious. tho we seldom meet but our bond is still strong. u are always there to hear me out. and care when i'm trouble. i'm really really very glad. but!!!! one thing i wan to get anrgy is u din reply me the message i said we wil be celebrating our 10anniver friendship day!! haa and u stil dare to write out =___= . explain to me!!! haa

not forgetting my wsss n7. it was just a sad case of how we got separated. and how it was formed. i always wanted the grp to stay but yes we do know why and what happened. we also have been thru the high and low. misunderstanding and all. and i still rmb when i used to be sooo close with jie and dy, i used to call dy, laopo and emily the "qin di". till now i stil cant forget the happy time we have been. we can be real crazy over everything. sometime shared our same thoughts and feeling. i really missed those time. but after n level. things seem to change. i donno wat exactly happen and drill our distance apart. maybe is the rumours. and honestly, i feel weird upon tat rumours. and also after the sitting arrange have change. we seldom talk to each other. during recess time, ur used to wait for us. but suddenly, everything change.i tho it was because of tat rumours. when i saw ur it's weird. tat time i really feel bad. hence, i left ur. i never said out nor talk abt it. i just kept it to myself. cause tat time i really donno who should i turn to. and this is also the reason why i seldom come sch during o level period. i feel it's better to stay at home, alone. when ever i'm at home i still we missed thosed precious day tgt with n7. when i started getting back close to ur i feel that thing just don stay the same. at first, i still feel uneasy. but as time go by, i'm gald that everything is fine now. accept one another, compromise one another and most importantly, regard one another as precious. i really love love all my precious and i always wanted to tell. no matter wat, 10 year down the road i still want our friendship to stay strong and firm=)