hee. like finally!!! went out with ms lim YL this afternoon. haa still the same as before. get so excited over her life stories. Geez.. congrate ar gal, patched back with ya old lover, BLY. have so much fun with her tot. went to chinatown for medical checkup and head to this fashion?? haa yea we did try out some clothiing. she did buy one of the clothing but not for me. but!!! omg! the two of us go......... insane cam whoring at the fitting room!!!

at the fitting rm.(opps.. i think lim yl gotta scream at me)

haa took this pic while she's talking with her hubby=p

geez..

yea. we did enjoy taking tonnes of pics=)

lee linying n lim yinling (tt's our name hee-> look like sis??)


argh!!! i cant wear tube. it's so lose!!! tot it's not obvious.
*limyl better don laugh at me. someday mine will be bigger then urs!!! haa and n n i wil be mange to wear it! went back to lot one for our dinner and argh!! there she go meet her hubby le=(( alrite i have just left with three more days to revise before my exam start. so think from tml onwards i gotta mug hard for the up coming paper and stop going out. opps. take back my words of saying stop going out. hmm..i mean, as in not to go out for the whole day without revising my work=p

a gentle word is never lost.

it cheers the heart when sorrow-tossed.

and lulls the cares that bruise it.

u never know how i really feel

and what i really need.

hmm. alrite i'm quite glad that i manage to study one chapter of hrm and whole revision of stat for today. hee thanks wk for accompany me. advantage of going out with wk. opss!! haa spend six hours at library to study kay. no joke. hee yes i'm proud of myself tot. *well done. but i doubt i rmb what i had study le. came home and.. u see, i cant get my hand off the com. hmm i think home isn't a great place for me to study. i wanted to revise but.. my hand just got hook onto it. geez..

*sometimes, u shows me smiles and joys. sometimes, u makes me heave a sigh. But, sometimes u makes me lose my sight and wanted to relinquish. If you want me to trust your words. If you want me to take your hands. Show me what I want. don let me reiterate again and i promise i wont say a single word. maybe i asked too much than u can. Till the day i lose my faith and fall apart, i can't keep the senses as before. I know somehow we got to face the fear and tears but, Please don't make me drift away. Spread the end of my life. show me the light and let me through.

If this is what it takes to get back

the life I once own,

I'm willing to take my chances.

Jaded day for me. If I totter and I fall. Should I get up and carry on or will it just be the same? I'm stuck and I know.

Recently some deplorable thing did happen to me, which had causes ignominious. that's all i could said. what done is done. i know one's have to face the consequences. so, i never ask for forgiveness or exonerate from it.Since i cant turn back the time or get amnesia. all i want is to put a stop to it, get over it, be strong and move along. Life is full of ups and downs. yup, be optimistic, someday things will get matter. In the mean time, i have been restricted. hee as for now, i need to be back home before 10pm. no late night for me. haa. whatever it is, i will be fine, gradually. sorry friends, for the worried that i have make.i would like to said... "THANK ALOT MY DEAR FRIENDS" who have show so much care for me. i really appreciate it. Thanks Emily, for the worried. Thanks CYJ, for cheering me up. Thanks NJY, for being there for me. This is what friends are=)) no late night for me but still i would enjoy my outing to the max. went out with nn this morning to study and head to vivo. wanted to catch the mr bean movie, but all sold out le. so.... we did something instead-->> camera whoring!!!! geez.. took couple of pics to show I'm FINE!!!!!! n i ENJOYed!! haa yes i do.


*winks (haa just loved it)



( our moronic faces)

(puka)

(omg cant believe that he's smiling and with the post??? 7?? haa )

haa yes i did purposely cut out this pic. can see it more clearly?? haa


and... end of today.

We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations. How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light. somehow i did a very serious mistake. heaven knows^^ what if i could turn back time?? maybe thing would turn out another way? or is it better in this way now? immature or mature??. perhaps all those thing which had happen may have its own purpose and meaning behind it that we got to face??or maybe its my destiny?? disappointment :cry: how i wish this is just a dream or called it a nightmare.somehow i doubt u really understand.

"Infantile love says: "I love because I am loved.
"Mature love says: "I am loved because I love.
"Immature love says: "I love you because I need you.
"Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

those words seems familiar??? pick up these three part from the song called : all good things come to an end, sing by nelly furtado. yea it's so true, why do all good things come to an end?
don like reality, but really life is daily.
pain sets it and i don't cry. wonder why?
alright, no hols for me tot. less then 2 week for me to study for my exam. how i wish there wil be no exam and just the time for me to hang out with friends. tot after exam i wil be free, hai i doubt so, have been enroll to poly and lesson will be start right after my current sch exam=(
no work no play. argh!!!

please take me away to the town of wind on the otherside of time. grab me by the hand with your gentle fingers and take me far away.

Yesterday, i had spent my whole wonderful Saturday with my nn at singapore zoo(sz). orh, ya,ya,ya we did saw sharikin working at the cheers at sz. he was like so paiseh when we saw him. *laugh. Alright, the ticket show the time we went in. hmm can see it?? its like 11.10am^^

take a wild discoverer tour at a whole new world at the zoo.

that was the white tiger. lazy bum=(

the baby kangaroos. cute??

n...the camel.

At 1.30pm, there was an animal show, call "spirits of the rain forest". it was about an exploring of the tropical rainforest for close encounters with the orang-ultans, spider monkeys and etc. Later on, at 2.30pm there was another show call "the sealion". omg! the sealion was like showing off his great agility by performing breathing leaps, flips, dives and jumps. *thumps up. Next, at 3.30pm it was the elephants at work and play show. Last but not least, at 4.30pm we moved on the last show at children's world animal land. Wait!!! that's not all !!! After having our lunch cum dinner at kfc. we went to the Night safari!!!

cool, this is where the nature comes alive. hmm... but yst not all had comes alive ba . Stretch our legs and embarked on a brisk strolled at ns walking trails. Somehow, there will be thrilled by the arboreal flying creatures gliding in midair. *laugh, poor nn kanna scare by one of its =p yes, there was a creatures of the night show too. Thirty minutes of non-stop night action. It's about demonstrating the behaviour and abilities of the animals. Dudes out there, feel free to discover the singapore zoo and the night safari. But!! the admin fees is like:
adult: $15/person(addition of $5 with tram ride)
and for the night safari is like:
adult: $20/person(addition of $8 with tram ride)
so it's better to take the package tour which cost only $30 for both sz and ns admission exlcuding the tram ride=) In addition, the drinks and foods there is like too costly la. one bottle of mineral water can cost u $2.50. so better bring ur own water or snack there =x haa. think nn yst spent quite alot of $$$ on the mineral water la. Next trip, next trip pls??? yes! one more week just one more week left =p

morning everyone^^
lol this is the first time i woke up so early to type this entry ba *laugh
wanted to share with my fellow frenz some news
hmm... don't know whether it is good or bad??
alright yst after sch i went to visit my grandma at TTS hospital.
when i was there i thought of "something" my future =(
i really have no idea what i should do after completing this diploma cert?
go to work field immediately?? hmm... but u n i know the salary where it stand ba.
haa that's what practical s'porean do. $$$ come first=p then.. does it recognise in most of the organisation??
wonder wonder wonder T_T
haa alright, here come the news!!!! when i got home after dinner with nn and qien, i saw mine letter from mistry of education. intially i felt numb. i knew it wasn't anything good. i thought it was another higher ite course again.when i slip it out and then....
i SAW!!!!!-->> THE RESULT OF YOUR APPLICATION ARE AS FOLLOW:
INSTITUTION: NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Course: HEALTH SCIENCE (NURSING)
haaa hmm yea its nursing course but but it local poly!!!
Gosh! I'm on cloud 9 right now!!!
however. one thing keep bothering me is should i or not continue this priv. dip course??
argh!!!!!!!!!! its annoying!!!!
cause its like if i drop out of the school now the half year of studying will be waste.
and ya there goes the money.
yea i'm sooo dead.. cant make any decision yet!!! any advice??? hmm...
omg i got to go school now=)
*laugh update ltr=)

yummy! yummy!





haa do these cake look attempting??
haa thanks nn=)
he suddenly brought it for me yst.
hmm. wonder why?
but i know the reason
behide it la =p
thank to sfz too^^
haa cant bear to eat it,
cause it look so nice,
hence decided to tk photo of these cake,
(*laugh, i even go photoshop it la)
before!!! it all go to my stomach=)
yes it is la. i have just ate it all le^^
lame me. LOL
went to school late again.
meet cheryl up at 10am.
wait for break time to reach
before we enter the class.
as usual, HRM lesson was bored.
went thru the past topic again n again.
before lesson ended,
we got to review your project score.
hmm did we score well for our project??
got 68% out of 100.
lucky me, i came late,
so was bored for one hr
then go home le.whahaaa
hohoho 2 more week, just 2 more week
i could be free again. hopefully ba.
study week n outing with Gfs!!! =p

went to sentosa with jy and jason early in the morning.
omg! i guess the sun love us!!!
i thought it would rain but...
it was scorching hot.
yes! the scorching heat cause my skins turned RED!!!
it's sun-burned again!!! gosh!!! its hurt!!! T_T
after tanning headed down to vivo for lunch.
what can i said?? i guess we are just too lucky.
why??? --->> its started to rain quite heavily.
whaaa n we did not get caught in the rain=)
while waiting for the rain to stop.
there i go... shopping!!!
hohoho..yes, of cause i got a puma jacket for myself=)
quite delighted la.
At least, i finally got myself a new jacket=)=)
thought of buying more stuff, which i yearn to. but!!!
argh!!! got to budget budget!
so after that i just can see see
and no buy buy=(
accompany her to town... n n n
see her buy adidas bag!!! topshop clothes!!!
it's soooo attempting. but i cant buy!!!
i'm broke for now=(
alright,
there go how i spent my saturday.


before tanning



here come my trademark "twist"^^





cool mann!! we just love the sun<3


yes! i told u, it was scorching hot!!!
it is!!!

Lastly,
Whatever it happen, it just wont affect me=)
i'm gradually used to it.
i promise. i wont be affected.
I will !! n i can!! =)
u will not be able to get what i mean either
so, it's alright
i'll be fine
don't worry about this heart of mine=)

I'm tired of hiding
behind these blind eyes...
I'm tired of this smile
that even I don't recognize
i'm tired!!!
whatever=)
cool mann!!
i have found a new song i lyk=)
yes i like. i like^^
share share share=)

Leave The Pieces
(yes!this song! this song!! i lyk i lyk=) the lyric, lyric)

You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair
You kno you just keep me hanging round
You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't wanna see my tears
So why are yous till standing here
Just watching me drown

And it's alright
Yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
Cause nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Now you can drag out the heartache
Baby you can make it quick
You can get it over with and let me move on
Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me
I can clean it up you see
Just as long as your gone

And it's alright
Yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
Cause nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

You're not making up your mind
It's killin' meYou're wasting time
I need so much more then that

And it's alright
Yeah, I'll be fine
Don't worry about this heart of mine
Just, take your love and hit the road
Cause nothing you can do or say
You're gonna break my heart anyway
So just leave the pieces when you go

Leave the pieces when you go
Leave the pieces when you go

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

Leave the pieces when you go