*phew~ practical test was over. at least for this sem. yst was about transferring patient from bed to chair whaa and hand washing. tho it was alright. but i forget to bend my knee when transferring the patient =.=" was remarked by the examiner after the test. it's ok =) haa and while we were quarantine... cam whoring again. haa was so excited to tk pics with our uniform.

future nurses. =p

missy lauren and nabil

our moronic face (he's funny)

professional missy look^^

yes. cam whoring at sim toilet after our test

both missy knock off from their work. (back to our own clothing) haa after practical exam met nn. went for dinner at holland v. walk walk walk walk. talk talk talk. and home sweet home. today,went to sch onli for half an hour then end class le. wth! and i woke up so early sia. went to eat breakfast with him b4 sch after after sch met my frenz to get my psb homework=.= tired!!! yes!! 2 more day to vesak day and 3 more day to 1st june =))

TEST!!! more and more upcoming test!! *stress. tml NSL PRACTICAL TEST. hopefully transfer of patient to wheelchair will come out. *pray hard. microbiology test!!! this coming Friday. next whole week COMMON TEST;"anatomy, psychology, sociology, microbiology, fundatmental of nusring" wth!!! it's like SO FAST!!!! I'm still not prepare yet. i'm lost. have been missing my private school lesson for like more then a week. i really donno what is going on over there, and over here I'm lost too. so many up coming paper to cope and our attachment is near. argh!!! what should i do now? how can i manage and cope this two courses well. it just crash!!! i go Np i miss my private school lesson. i wanted to attend my private school lesson my NP there is having class test=.= wtf nothing is going smoothly for me. not at the moment. i need to take a break. i need some space to breadth.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere
I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do

=) glad that everything is fine now.

How they howl
And how they screech
All these voices
Reaching out to me.
The screams blast
Into my ears
And i hear
Their most unwanted fears.
Barrier, Barrier, Barrier.

what should i said. things aren't get better for me. but thank my dear friends who are there for me. heard all my shit and there to console me. somehow, i really feel fortunate to have them=) I LOVE U ALL!!!! have lunch with my np cliques and gosh they hear me whine =.="" they are really very nice people. maybe we share common thoughts and similiar situation. haa feel better after letting it out. after class, jason came to meet me from his work place. have light dinner with him. chat awhile and home sweet home^^wed having sociology test =.= my gosh!!! i am missing someone now!!! my ning ning!!!! haa tml gotta continue our chit chatting !!! mede not coming sch tml=( hope she will be fine^^

"without having the skills to get the love we need, we may automatically begin to stop feeling our needs. when this happens, passion begins to disappear".

people don't get along because they fear each other.
they fear each other because they don't really know each other.
they don't know each other because they have not properly communicated with each other.

i was just too tired. today morning i got to went down to my priv school lesson and at the end of the lesson i gotta rush down to np. lucky the first few lesson in the morning was lecture so i did skip the lecture and went down to psb instead. reached np at abt 1pm. they were having break time. after that was anamoty practice lesson. haha tho i doubt wat the lecture is teaching but i enjoy the lesson. hahah took pic with that stupid skeleton head while the lecture was telling me what each of the bone call.



haha so i enjoyed my lesson overall. after the lesson was nsl practice. teaches how to take temperature all that. haha nothing intesting tot. ya.. and end of lesson. home sweet home=)


took this pic last week during our long hr of break.
i hate long hour break!!! it's such a waste of time in sch!!!maybe i should stop whining and make use of the break time wisely. ya the world we have created is a product of our thinking. we cannot change the world without first changing our own thinking. so......the bottom line is!!! i got to change my thinking =.=" phew tml onli 2 hr of lecture. whahah

• Sunday

went to Chinese garden walked walked with nn. evening, went to meet jvern at plaza. had dinner with her. back to jvern's hse and have our small chatty. lad came and fetched me home =)

(this pic was taken at chinese garden=x)

• Monday

omg!!! i pon sch=( and i still told my cliques that i was having a bad ache. hmm. just that i never go consult doctor^^geez.. n!!! yes! yes! naughty LL went to meet her lad instead=p. watched "the notebook" with him. haa that's all i could remember.

• Tuesday

whahha labour day!!! our's 4month anniversary!!! ~cheers=x had our dinner at zoo. forgot what the place call le. bonger something?? anyway, she did enjoy spending her day with her lad.

(on our way to mandai zoo)

(what's wrong with tat look on her lad=.="")

(after dinner. on our way back home)

(haha this pic is so fake!! but i lyk this pic beri much^^)

• Wednesday!!! *today

again. i missed lesson again. stay at home. went to meet nn after his first class. watched spider man 3 with my lad*thumps up* then headed home ='( tml gotta back sch. argh!!! how time flies!!!