You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I gotta try harder. I'm havin a hard time stayin on track. my mind beracin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' ,yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm layin back prayin that,you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, they just got me going craaazy lately, lately, lately I beed so faded tryin to erase it but I cant cuz the drama just goes greater and I been in so many collisions from puttin shit up till later. It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back, tryin to get ahead of the game, but I can't seem to get it on track, and I keep running away from the ones that say they love me the most. how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh, I just don't know but I be out here fighting. it's like a curse that I can't shake this part. would you help me? and stop this pain I keep inflicting on hustlin ,trickin and scammin scrambling and losing sight of what I'm suppose to be handlin, it's hard to manage cuz everyday's a challenge and I'm slippin can't lose my balance I'm tryin not to panic. see things won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it keeps pullin me back I don't understand how.